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Internal Damnation

by ZANZIBARLAND

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I am but a lifeless shell. Only someone's vision. A bleak light fading. With his obsessions. I'm bleeding out all this pain. All the fear embodied by anger. The loathing of normality. Will this pain go away. Or will be consumed again? I keep a mask to hide. I wear it to keep the hate inside. Where is my heart? Did I actually have one? Tears are the only true substance. I scream for you to hear me. But you can't feel my hatred. I'm pressed down with denial inside. Why can't you see? Through the jaded smiles. I drown in your suffering. I am fractured. I will live in your misery. Forever.. I can't escape your misery.
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Masked Self 04:02
I hope to atone for all the suffering. I am blinded as my eyes awake. The fires of purgatory has arisen in flames. I’ve blown out my identity. Please let me find some sort of escape. I beg of you not to pity me in vain. I am the silence of identity. Somberly wasting away. I’ve got fight to live every single day. The challenge is to feel like I fit in. But the feelings are too much to bare. I’ve got the weight of depression caving me in. I want to Feel Normal.....
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Closed words, with open wounds. Shielded vision within this darkness. Being chased, running blindly. Clarity broken on knitted wounds. My time has become the end. Drag my soul through mud and dirt. The sinew stench with every pour of sweat. My mind runs faster then fear it self. Am I the victim of my own vises? Bleeding vessels, the frames broken. A painting of a perfect scene of murder. Hope dwindling, And the fear sinks in. Do you believe in what you see? Master of Nowhere, Can't you ever see? Master of Nowhere, Will you ever be? Master of Nowhere, Nomad of nothing. Master of Nowhere, Will never be free.
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I am cold, and numb. I've sinned. I've wasted. Cold and Dark, Emotionless with blank expressions. I no longer feel, I can longer taste. Am I becoming a monster? These grounds are desecrated with emptiness. And all the sounds of life are silenced. Alone and Awake, Never to dream of a single good memory. I give into the night, I pledge to give into sin. And the night has fallen again.
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Inner War 03:28
Inner War... I must respect my sworn enemy. As I know what he is. He is a monster just like me. We hide behind each other heads. Playing the game of deception. Until the vows of egos are met. We dine in the depths of fire, The smell of brimstone as we crave for satisfaction. Eating only the bones of yesterday, As we are the tools and weapons of wars manufacturing. Inner War... The mask of my own inflection. No longer exists in my mind. I will murder my own hellish creation. Because it's infected every part of my soul.
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Come sow your heart. When you bleed over me. I bathe in the dying essence. Skin ripping apart. No gods, No Kings No Fucking greed. No Chains, No Cages,No Conformity. No heart, No soul, Only misery. No will, No pride, Only misery. It's time to pray for mercy. Scream your lungs out for me. Words falling unto the abyss. Rise through the anger. Rise for only you'r self.
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Sacrilege 04:32
Sacrilege. What are you to become? If you can't express yourself. The world binding the future outcome. You are drowning in your guilt. Cut all the ties, Bleed out your pain, Do you feel better now? Spit out aggression, feed in negative space, A faceless face to show. You don't know my pain, My past, My tears, Are the same you shed. Walk to hope. And stride for your best. If not you be under the dirt. Build walls, Burn the bridges you made. And let your past defeat you. Let the true you be faded. You have become the monster. Of the war against your self.
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Demon Inside 04:02
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Deception.... Are we the same anymore? United we stand, love is how we fall. Deeper and deeper the deception grows. Tell your sweat lies to me once more. I'm not you, your not me. This bitter sweat misery, I taste it forever. Do you even know how much? You destroyed our unsettling dreams. The candles dim, there fading unto the darkness. This story ends with no epilogue. What did you really want from me? It was not anything but agony. We have change to ruin our embrace. You have poured sulfur over me.

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released June 8, 2021

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